Should I hate Fate for taking away one thing that was precious to me before it gave me another?
Or should I be grateful that I got at least one precious thing for the one Fate took away?
I think I was much happier with my 2 Happiness – 1 Sadness= 1 unit of ‘happy’… than this 100 Happiness-99 Sadness= 1 unit of happy… y’know what I’m saying? Why does life never give me loyalty without betrayal? Why does it never give me unconditional acceptance and adoration without the pain of rejection from someone I never dreamt would do it?
Is life unfair? Or is it TOO fair?
I’ll write you a bright shiny happy post one day for there’s so much to talk to you about… right now, its all just too messed up. I don’t know where to start.